I never thought I was stubborn, but I guess I'm pretty stubborn.

Hi lovelies :)
How are you all doing? I'm just a little bored from writing my personal statement so thought I would join you for a quick bloggy post. My mind is working over drive trying to think of things to write for this silly thing!! Well, saying that.. but I'm way over the word limit already. Don't know what to put in/take out etc etc uuugh.
(For you's who do not know, a personal statement is what you write when you're on your last year of school, basically you have to sell yourself to your chosen university. It's hard!)
So I'm sitting here thinking and listening to music, and thinking, and tweeting, and texting, and yadda yadda yadda.
Thennnnnnnn paranoid a bit.
I know exactly what I'm on about, I'm beating around the bush here. So you will have no idea what I'm trying to say????
I want to talk to someone. Someoneeeee in particular and well I can't really I have no idea why. (punctuation and grammar here - OUT THE WINDOW....I'm just writing as my brain processes..) So yeah, I never thought I was stubborn.... but I guess I'm pretty stubborn. I don't want to chase them y'know? I just want to talk to them. I don't even. Really, I don't want to converse with them. I want to hear from them. That'd be nice. Just a... hello. Then I can reply if I want to. Or not. Not having to have a full on conversation. Just, an acknowledgement.

This makes no sense right? I'm crazy. Maybe it will if you've felt the same.
gah.
Just, don't know :)

CIAO FOR NOW

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Updatey-doo-da

Yes another one,
You failure at blogging.
We don't care about your stupid quick updates.
Do beauty posts, you complete mess....

Is that what you're thinking?? I'M SORRY READERS!

This update will be a bit longer and less rushed - surprisingly I have a bit of time on my hands :)
So I'm just in the doors from schoolio, stressful rushing about times as always. Lots of things to do tonight, yumyum homework..
I hope you're all doing well :) I've been pretty strange lately, well not strange.. there's just a lot of change, yknow?
Firstly, I'm not sure if I said.. but I passed my driving THEORY test!!! (theory in caps, just to ensure you don't get excited thinking I can drive... only half way there guys, only half way there..)
So I've also just booked my first driving lesson for this weekend!!!! EXCITING. I'm so very happy I'm actually doing this you have no idea. Nice big pat on the back for myself there.. *patpatpat*
Also, still failing at finding a job, sad times. Although I am now volunteering at my local charity shop :) Something good to put on my list for exciting things I do to impress universities....as sad as that sounds. It'll be good though, it feels like a real job (exciting for a 17 year old who has never been employed..) so I'll get experience and stuff :) Plus I get to snoop around little vintage charity bits and bobs. Not too bad :)
Will I go onto the depressing changes paragraph now????
I'll sum it up real quick so this doesn't turn into a "feelings" post.. but my sister has left for uni and I am drifting slowly but surely from a lovely friend, who has also gone to uni, who I so very much miss. UNI CHANGES EVERYTHING!! It's made me nervous for next year when it's my turn... aaaah nervy nervy!!

I've got a very very very itchy wrist. Does that mean I'll be into some money soon? I heard that from a friend.. or maybe it means I've been bitten.. or have a hive..ew..

SO GUYS that's pretty much it, along with a lot of stress and work and prom preparations in between. That's been my oh-so-exciting life so far. LOVIN' IT.... *tumbleweed*

Hope you are enjoying your worky days, not missing summer to much! I know I am :(

Ciao for now lovely people, another great big thankyou for still visiting :) I would very much appreciate a comment, even if its just a ":)" or... a random "HI!" just so I can see who you are that is visiting my blog! Thanks agaaaaain :)
Weird picture.... haha

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Quick Update!

Just a quick howdy-doo-da to say yes I am still in fact, ALIVE!
Haven't really had a chance to wind down and blog/tweet/do anything remotely relaxing. But hey that's school for you! Just in the doors of that place and already I'm weighed down with 139842 things to do. (okay.. not that much..)
Hoping you're all doing lavvvvly where ever you've started be it school/university/college etc etc
Gooooood luck for the year :)
I will try my best to get on this when I can, just at the moment there is a LOT going on!

Thanks for still visiting and reading :) lots of love for that, it means a lot!

Ciao for now :)

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Rainy evening, Hello Charlie Simpson

Hiiiii guys :)
Hope you are all doing fantabulous. It's quite a miserable old evening and I've got my little fairy lights on and candles and my room's all dimmed and cosey :) Listening to a bit of Charlie Simpson's album on my ipod (if you haven't heard it, you best visit youtube ASAP. The album name is Young Pilgrim and it's a-mazing!).
Life has been good. Spot of shopping the other day with my bezzer gal (LOL for me even calling her that..) didn't buy much but it was fun all the same! Going dress shopping tomorrow with my wonderful mother (formal/prom is approaching, eek and stuff..) and then spend the rest of the weekend prepping for school on Monday. We've only had one day back at school so far and it was the strangest thing of life. Everything has changed like crazy! So many different rules and times and class changes and what not! I also hear we're not getting lockers..? This may result in a broken back for me.. heavy books all year round?! Come on school - sort it out!! :(
Really all that's been on my mind is formal/prom and my theory test which is approaching. So I'm sort of chilling about, taking each day as it comes and then stressing a little bit.. but it's okay, just a month or so to go and a lot of that stress will be gone :) Then I can knuckle down back into school routine with a bit of driving lessons on the side :) win!

Agaaaaain, lots of apologies for not beauty blogging. Really am gutted with my efforts right now. I've got a new deodorant I want to review (HOW BLOODY EXCITING......awkward silence......) because seriously that's about the height of feminine beauty products I have purchased. As I've said before, that side of life with the beauty and spending on lovely bits and pieces just ain't there for me right now. I'm telling you it will return!! Most likely around formal/prom, where I can maybe pop a bloggy post in telling you products I used on my face/body/nails/hair :) Yaay!

Thanks for reading and following here and on twitter, it makes me smile :)

Love you guysssss enjoy the weekend!

Ciao for now ;)

(picture found on google!)

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