I never thought I was stubborn, but I guess I'm pretty stubborn.

Hi lovelies :)
How are you all doing? I'm just a little bored from writing my personal statement so thought I would join you for a quick bloggy post. My mind is working over drive trying to think of things to write for this silly thing!! Well, saying that.. but I'm way over the word limit already. Don't know what to put in/take out etc etc uuugh.
(For you's who do not know, a personal statement is what you write when you're on your last year of school, basically you have to sell yourself to your chosen university. It's hard!)
So I'm sitting here thinking and listening to music, and thinking, and tweeting, and texting, and yadda yadda yadda.
Thennnnnnnn paranoid a bit.
I know exactly what I'm on about, I'm beating around the bush here. So you will have no idea what I'm trying to say????
I want to talk to someone. Someoneeeee in particular and well I can't really I have no idea why. (punctuation and grammar here - OUT THE WINDOW....I'm just writing as my brain processes..) So yeah, I never thought I was stubborn.... but I guess I'm pretty stubborn. I don't want to chase them y'know? I just want to talk to them. I don't even. Really, I don't want to converse with them. I want to hear from them. That'd be nice. Just a... hello. Then I can reply if I want to. Or not. Not having to have a full on conversation. Just, an acknowledgement.

This makes no sense right? I'm crazy. Maybe it will if you've felt the same.
gah.
Just, don't know :)

CIAO FOR NOW

x x x

Updatey-doo-da

Yes another one,
You failure at blogging.
We don't care about your stupid quick updates.
Do beauty posts, you complete mess....

Is that what you're thinking?? I'M SORRY READERS!

This update will be a bit longer and less rushed - surprisingly I have a bit of time on my hands :)
So I'm just in the doors from schoolio, stressful rushing about times as always. Lots of things to do tonight, yumyum homework..
I hope you're all doing well :) I've been pretty strange lately, well not strange.. there's just a lot of change, yknow?
Firstly, I'm not sure if I said.. but I passed my driving THEORY test!!! (theory in caps, just to ensure you don't get excited thinking I can drive... only half way there guys, only half way there..)
So I've also just booked my first driving lesson for this weekend!!!! EXCITING. I'm so very happy I'm actually doing this you have no idea. Nice big pat on the back for myself there.. *patpatpat*
Also, still failing at finding a job, sad times. Although I am now volunteering at my local charity shop :) Something good to put on my list for exciting things I do to impress universities....as sad as that sounds. It'll be good though, it feels like a real job (exciting for a 17 year old who has never been employed..) so I'll get experience and stuff :) Plus I get to snoop around little vintage charity bits and bobs. Not too bad :)
Will I go onto the depressing changes paragraph now????
I'll sum it up real quick so this doesn't turn into a "feelings" post.. but my sister has left for uni and I am drifting slowly but surely from a lovely friend, who has also gone to uni, who I so very much miss. UNI CHANGES EVERYTHING!! It's made me nervous for next year when it's my turn... aaaah nervy nervy!!

I've got a very very very itchy wrist. Does that mean I'll be into some money soon? I heard that from a friend.. or maybe it means I've been bitten.. or have a hive..ew..

SO GUYS that's pretty much it, along with a lot of stress and work and prom preparations in between. That's been my oh-so-exciting life so far. LOVIN' IT.... *tumbleweed*

Hope you are enjoying your worky days, not missing summer to much! I know I am :(

Ciao for now lovely people, another great big thankyou for still visiting :) I would very much appreciate a comment, even if its just a ":)" or... a random "HI!" just so I can see who you are that is visiting my blog! Thanks agaaaaain :)
Weird picture.... haha

x x x

Quick Update!

Just a quick howdy-doo-da to say yes I am still in fact, ALIVE!
Haven't really had a chance to wind down and blog/tweet/do anything remotely relaxing. But hey that's school for you! Just in the doors of that place and already I'm weighed down with 139842 things to do. (okay.. not that much..)
Hoping you're all doing lavvvvly where ever you've started be it school/university/college etc etc
Gooooood luck for the year :)
I will try my best to get on this when I can, just at the moment there is a LOT going on!

Thanks for still visiting and reading :) lots of love for that, it means a lot!

Ciao for now :)

x x x

Rainy evening, Hello Charlie Simpson

Hiiiii guys :)
Hope you are all doing fantabulous. It's quite a miserable old evening and I've got my little fairy lights on and candles and my room's all dimmed and cosey :) Listening to a bit of Charlie Simpson's album on my ipod (if you haven't heard it, you best visit youtube ASAP. The album name is Young Pilgrim and it's a-mazing!).
Life has been good. Spot of shopping the other day with my bezzer gal (LOL for me even calling her that..) didn't buy much but it was fun all the same! Going dress shopping tomorrow with my wonderful mother (formal/prom is approaching, eek and stuff..) and then spend the rest of the weekend prepping for school on Monday. We've only had one day back at school so far and it was the strangest thing of life. Everything has changed like crazy! So many different rules and times and class changes and what not! I also hear we're not getting lockers..? This may result in a broken back for me.. heavy books all year round?! Come on school - sort it out!! :(
Really all that's been on my mind is formal/prom and my theory test which is approaching. So I'm sort of chilling about, taking each day as it comes and then stressing a little bit.. but it's okay, just a month or so to go and a lot of that stress will be gone :) Then I can knuckle down back into school routine with a bit of driving lessons on the side :) win!

Agaaaaain, lots of apologies for not beauty blogging. Really am gutted with my efforts right now. I've got a new deodorant I want to review (HOW BLOODY EXCITING......awkward silence......) because seriously that's about the height of feminine beauty products I have purchased. As I've said before, that side of life with the beauty and spending on lovely bits and pieces just ain't there for me right now. I'm telling you it will return!! Most likely around formal/prom, where I can maybe pop a bloggy post in telling you products I used on my face/body/nails/hair :) Yaay!

Thanks for reading and following here and on twitter, it makes me smile :)

Love you guysssss enjoy the weekend!

Ciao for now ;)

(picture found on google!)

x x x

Blurry McFlurry

Hi lovelies!
Hope you are all doing fantabulous. It is Friday today and I had a lovely lie in seeing as I wasn't house-minding for my neighbour :) Bloody brilliant! Also having my first contact-trial-day.. and it's failing a lot! Got them bad boys in right now and honestly can't see very well.. blogging with my squinting face on!! It's all very gooey and blurry, as if I've got a lot of sleep in my eyes or gluey stickiness. I think I may have my left on in wrong, but I'm not sure. They're just really not good! Only one more hour to wear them today and I can finally take them out. Tomorrow I have to wear them 6 hours though, and keep building up the hours during the week until I wear them for a full day. I'm not sure..I'm thinking I should just ring my opticians and tell them they really aren't working! I've got school and stuff to go to.. I can't afford to have blurred vision right now!! Really not a great time!
I'm also just home from a drive with my friend :) We went for McFlurrys (oreos one - honestly if you have no tried, go and try!! SO TASTY!) It was fun. lovely sunny day so great for a drive randomly :) These are the sort of days that I am dying to have a licence, but the time will come hopefully..
School on Wednesday, just a beginner day really to explain the importance of our last year in school. SO EARLY!! Who goes back to school in August?! Like COME ON!! Bad times. Also I've bought no uniform/pens/bags/shoes nothing! So really not prepped for school at all this year. Not cool..!
That's about all for now guys, I can safely say that my vision has got worse now since even starting to write this.. My goodness, these contacts are awful!

Have you got contacts? :)

let me know how they're doing on you!

Have a great weekend lovelies :)

x x x

Yadda Yadda Yadda, you suck at blogging...

HI GUYS
My goodness, should I even apologise? Would it be acceptable? Well, here goes...
SORRY
SORRY
SORRY.
I have been failing SO BAD at this I am ashamed! Even more so ashamed that here I am, back to blog for you and yet it is STILL not a beauty related post! Still babbling. Still blablabla sorry! I just haven't slipped out of my little coma that is - my lack of interest in products right now. Just not working for me, just haven't been out shopping and having my head in beauty.
I've been more concentrated on me and what's on the inside :) etcetc
and besides, I'm not sure you enjoy it... but I love a good babble on here :)

Thanks for still visiting, I APPRECIATE IT LOTS :)
What to tell you? Big results came, it was a fab day. I've been tweeting which is good just haven't given you details! I got A,B,B and I am so chuffed :) So happy that my work paid off. YAY! And results day was just brilliant, just a lovely sunny day, good moods all around, hanging in town for a bit then seeing everyone out that night. Bloody brill :)

I've been "working" a lot - aka house duties for my neighbour. Getting some moneys! Adding up for driving! Booked my theory so learning my head off....aaand that's all the bigg(ish) news really? In a bit of a curfuffle at the moment also, silly stuff though.. guys.. friends.. etctetcetcetcetc... *blushy blushy*
haha
ANYWAY, hope you all did amazing in what ever exams you guys were doing :)

Sorry I'm still not back in the full blogging spirit! I'm telling you, I will. Hopefully.
Then again school is starting and stuff... so maybe I won't.. who knows guys! I'll keep you posted via twitter if I have the time and drive to do so :)
thankyou lovely readers
Ciao for now :)

x x x

Today I...

Hi lovely ladies (and gents? hehe)

Very Very Very quick post here! Just doing a quick one before I go to sleep and I'm also competing with my laptop battery, so it's got to be quick!!!
I'd love to make this lovely and pretty looking like my last "Today I..." post - with hearts and italics and lovely picture etc
WELL I HAVE NO TIME
The battery just went down more
AHHHHH!
this is useless. I'm sorry I've been a terrible blogger. Seriously though, when was my last beauty post???? Probably years ago...
WELL I have to be quick here hahaha, I may come back in the morning and edit/remove this post :)

TODAY I...............

•  Went to the city with my bestest friend :) I thought it was just going to consist of shopping because we both had things to get, but turns out for some reason we had SO much to catch up on, so much to tell one another :) It was absolutely lovely and I enjoyed it a lot :) I love her x
• So yeah shopped also - bought a dress for a night out that isn't happening anymore - and I was so excited too. Gutted :(
• Also bought an eyeliner pencil as mine has just.... well I can't even find it in my makeup bag anymore it's so tiny! haha
• I bought some jewellery from Topshop - bracelet, necklace, ring :)
• aaaaaand food - burger kind and starbucks - HEALTHY!!! hahahaa

I am so very sorry this was so rushed. I probably have so many spelling mistakes and what not. I promise I will be a better blogger ASAP
Also - Thursday is results day. Wish my luck guys, it's hit me very hardly and all of a sudden now... I am so very very nervous.
Good luck to anyone else waiting on results :):):)

CHAT SOOOOOOON!!!!!!
Sorry again for making no sense/quick post/bad spelling.

I love you all for still following! Life is hectic atm
I will get back on this good and proper with all things beautiful I promise :)

THANK YOU AND LOTS OF LOVE!!!!

x x x